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December 31 summary 20072007悄无声息地过去了,回过头却发现这一年发生了很多重要的事情,算是人生的转折点了。2007的最后一天,来总结一下吧。
2007年,来美国之后第一次回家过春节,感谢仁慈的老板们,让我在多年之后重温了热闹的过节气氛,见到了好多老同学。
2007年,在来美三年零十个月之后,终于拿到了博士学位,虽然最后的一段日子有诸多不顺利的事情,最后都一一克服,按计划准时毕业了。生命是和时间赛跑,往往落后了就再也没有动力追赶,所以最好的方法就是咬住。
2007年,我正式告别校园,走向职场,在这个转折点上,我选择了走一条新的路。拿到博士仿佛已经是一座山爬到最高点,而我没有在山顶逗留,选择继续去爬另一座山。放走自己已经拥有的,其实没什么好可惜的,能爬上一座山,就会有能力爬上另一座。我佩服那些人,在任何的时刻,任何的高度,都敢于重头再来的勇气。
2007年,爸爸妈妈来美国了,其实这些年最过意不去的就是不能陪在爸爸妈妈身边,老爸老妈有时虽然唠叨,但是是这个世界上对我最好的人。这次带他们转了东岸的很多州,下次来再带他们去西岸玩吧。
2007年,我买了人生第一辆新车,我的MINI COOPER,用自己的积蓄一次付清,我可爱的小MINI从第一天起就完完全全属于我,那种感觉非常自豪。我还挑战自己,买了个手动的,历时两个星期之后,我就能成功上路了,现在已经能应付各种路况了。MINI的文化,开在路上的MINI们遇见要互相打招呼,感觉真的很温暖。MINI不单单是可爱的车,已经成为人与人的一种关系。
再见2007,明天我们又要重新开始了。 December 29 spirited away星期五我正在挣扎着学一个高深的软件工程技术,一个同事打来电话,问我能不能给他翻译一点日文。虽然我学日文已经是十几年前的事情了,但还是打肿脸充胖子,说可以。结果发过来一看,居然是宫崎骏的千与千寻,英文叫spirited away,我心想这个简单啊,别的我没准真不会呢。
做这一行就是这点有意思,每天接触的东西都不一样,不懂就现学,学了马上就要去教别人,而且还得说的或者写得特别清楚,这也就要求自己的理解要特别清楚。现在真的慢慢开始变“博”士了。
December 02 reading of the daySince I started my job with the law firm, I found it's extremely challenging to find time for reading. Bookstore used to be my favorite place on the earth. Recently, I decided to pick my reading up, and try to spend at least an afternoon or two at Barn & Nobles every week. I figured out it doesn't really matter what I read, since there is no certain topic proved to be more "useful" to others. So I told myself I would just walk by the shelves and pick up whatever I feel like reading. Pick of the day is "My Life as a Quant: Reflections on Physics and Finance" by Emanuel Derman. I remembered it got mentioned a lot on MIT quant panel. Although obviously many quant are ex-physicists, mathematicians, I do expect that a successful quant who had worked in the field for 20 more years would at least sound like a banker or finance expert. It's like our PhD partners, after practicing law for some 10 years, would sound only like a lawyer. Well, but Derman is still a pure physicist, at least that's what his book is telling. He started from Newton, Maxwell, to Heisenberg, Einstein. To him, financial engineering is really just a new branch of physics, physics in a money context. Money, is essentially numbers, and in that sense, it makes no difference from numerical observations of any other systems. Behind those numbers, are people's hunger to understand the theory governing it, and further the ability to predict. I wonder maybe remaining a fan of science and exercising the scientific attitude made Derman one of the most successful POWs (physicist on wall street). Many people jumping into Quant nowadays with the hope to getting away from science. Ironically, they are only jumping from one branch to another branch, where survival depends on almost the same skill set. Black-Scholes model, though not as profound as Maxwell equations, uncertainty principle, and theories of relativity, is just another successful physics tool to explain and predict numbers. It just happens to deal with money, and all of a sudden, it looks like special. Derman is such a nerdy but interesting guy. The key of his success is not how much he earns on the street, but really how much he enjoys science. I had an interesting finding. Pioneers are usually attracted to a field by interest, but then people that follow are attracted more by the paths the pioneers establish and the happy land they find. As Derman put in the book: ambition is you never satisfy with the present. |
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